Heart OK

I went to the Cardiologist yesterday to get a medical clearance for the surgery. He could not get me scheduled for a cardiac stress test because the table only supports 400lbs. However, after a cursory examination, a thorough review of my family history, my own medical history and symptoms, my blood-work, a review of the last two EKG's and the fact I survived major surgery last August, he gave the clearance. He said I was at "moderate risk" from the surgery. He said that was a "5-10% risk" of cardiac problems resulting from surgery. He said the normal risk is 5%. So he gave the the letter of medical clearance and we move ahead.

Today I go to the psychiatrist to get his clearance. This is a two hour interview/testing appointment. Maybe I can convince him of my sanity, although sometimes I wonder about it myself. Anyway, this is required by the insurance and surgeon.

I'm working on drinking the gallon a day. Saturday and Sunday were fine. No problem. Monday when I had to go to the doctor, I failed to get the full gallon. Only drank 80-85 oz instead of 128 needed. I will do better today, but with the appointment with the psychiatrist I will struggle with it. Bathroom breaks are the issue.

We had a big event for which we were responsible last Friday night. It was a source of great stress and was extremely tiring. While it went well, I was so tired that I could do nothing on Saturday. I hope this surgery will increase my stamina, something that has not been a problem in the past. This gives me more incentive to move ahead with the surgery.

Last night my 80 year old mother had a episode with symptoms similar to a stroke. My wife went to her house and my sister showed up and took her to the hospital. I sat here in my chair unable to get to mother or to the hospital. It was a very frustrating and helpless feeling. One more reason for the surgery. Fortunately, she apparently did not have a stroke and is much better this morning, more or less normal for her since she struggles with Parkinson s and Alzheimer's diseases. They will run tests and keep her in the hospital for a couple of days. She is our only surviving parent or grandparent and my wife and I appreciate all the time we have with her.